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Live @ Corpus Arts, August 4th, 2018
Special thanks to Alex Gillikin for running the show and to Edward Pits, Cameron Mozafari, and Terra Fox for running the space, we love you all

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released August 11, 2018

Allison Bingham - Vocals
Stacy Fatemi - Bass
Sonyamay Carman - Drums

Album cover by Angie Martinez

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Track Name: Self Defense
Fuck my agency I want to get hurt
Fuck my gut feeling I want to get hurt
Fuck your knew better I want to get hurt
I don’t know what I want except to get hurt

Fuck my sanity I want to get hurt
Fuck solidarity I want to get hurt
I don’t need friends I love isolation
I don’t want pity I want compensation

Why would I grow, change for the better?

I want to hurt!

I can’t be hurt anymore
I learned self preservation
I hold my head up high
I learned self defense
Self defense
Track Name: Youth
I want to see you uncomfortable
I want to see you afraid
I want to see you accountable, for all your mistakes

Why does society isolate victims
When it should call out abusers
I’m fucking tired of being ashamed
For breaking the silence!

You fucking took my youth away
And you will pay for your mistakes
Track Name: Why
Predisposed to violence
Privileged in power
Inherently vicious
Unknowingly deadly

I’m dying inside!
I’m living a lie!
Speaking my truth
Would be suicide!

Why can’t we say no?
Why can't we walk home alone?
Why can’t we say yes?
Why won’t you stop killing us?
Track Name: Courier
I’m not sad anymore, I’m just angry
Carried pain for so long I’ve made it my home
And I'm finding I like it quite nicely
I’m not sad anymore

And all this hate in my heart
Will fuel change

I'm not sad anymore

Through all the bullshit, bystanders, betrayal,
I am here, in my home.
Track Name: A Threat
Lose sleep when you think of me
Fucking choke when you drink about me
Forget your dreams when you sleep with me
Hear this and sweat

Your actions are your own
Your actions are yours alone
It’s not my fault
It’s not my fault
It’s not my fault that I remind you

You only hate me 'cause you hate yourself.
Track Name: Penance
Why do you think you have to tell me
What I have done?
Why do you think you have to tell me
I already know
I will have whipped myself a thousand times
Before you raise a single hand
Why do you think you have to tell me
I already know

Guilt is my purpose
And penance is my pleasure
My conscience will never be clean
Don’t try and clean it for me

I have doubted every move I’ve ever made
I have hated every lie I’ve ever spoken
I have watched you pour patience into me
I have seen you bleed and bleed for me

Guilt is my purpose
And penance is my pleasure
My conscience will never be clean
Don’t try and clean it for me

My conscience will never be clean
Don’t try and clean it for me

I have doubted every move I’ve ever made
I have hated every lie I’ve ever spoken
I have watched you pour patience into me
I have seen you bleed and bleed for me

Why do you think you have to tell me
What I have done
Why do you think you have to tell me,
I already know!

I have doubted every move I’ve ever made
I have hated every lie I’ve ever spoken
I have watched you pour patience into me
I have seen you bleed and bleed for me

Bleed and bleed for me

Bleed

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